Insecure...

In the 23+ years that Michael was in the military I never had the fear that he would someday come home and tell me that he nolonger had a job...

When he retired and quickly entered the "civilian" job force I learned to live with a "gnawing" ache in the pit of my stomach... knowing that "we" nolonger had the job security "we" had in the military...

Michael came home today not looking too good...

And my stomach started to hurt...